Friday, October 18, 2013

The Servant's Whisper by Enma


I am loyal
 that's what he thinks
for what he says I follow
for what he thinks I please
'cause someday I know he'll be finished



i serve my whole life for him
for i am already dead
but breathing
i wasted my time for the person
who ruined my whole life

i protect
i care
for the man I HATE
I smile
i thank for my worst nightmare
'cause HE is my MASTER
and
i am his SLAVE

I'd always taught him
things i don't want to learn
i'm always with him
not for the concern
 but the reason
i know
soon
i will kill him

i will kill every person
who's against him
i'd always kept him safe
the man who took my everything

i put my love to him
'cause i know someday
he will bend his own knee in front of me
i'll always be at his side down to his last breath
 seeing my sword and him both bleeding

and before he closed
his eyes forever kept him asleep
 i'm going to tell him a bedtime story
 'bout a young boy
crying beside
his bloodless parents

SWEARING TO TAKE REVENGE. . .

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Ride the Wings of Redemption by Telle

·        
She is a dove trying to conquer the sky.
Her nest the icy cold of earth's embrace.
The light of autumn wishes her flight well.
But she wanted to stop the worthy race.

Against herself.
Her eyes are the loneliest star gracing the sky.
Against herself.
Her wings a pair frail to spread and fly.



She cast all doubts to the sky, forming clouds.
Just to fly into them, a growing pain.
If it'd fall like rain, her nest would not warm her.
Perhaps the life she has is ashes to remain.

Her wings are broken from the fall.
If I have the chance I'd come to the rescue.
And restore this winged creature of tears and broken hopes.
Now I know just what to do.

I became the nest to give her the embrace.
The light of autumn to guide her flight.
Look into her starry eyes to know who she is.
And tell her to fly she has the right.

A thousand miles she thought she could never cover.
For hesitation holds her mending wings.
The wind of life shall blow to stop her.
But if again she falls, on the ground I'll be waiting.

This is redemption beyond flight.
Her savior stands aground.
Behind the broken wings there's purity.
Beating for life for her I found.


Manipulasyon ng Utak ni Telle

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    Ikaw na nag

    ma ni
    pula

    ng
    sali
    ta
    u(pang)
    dima
    ka pag
    dala ng
    kahu

    lu
    gan.

The Ultimate blasphemy By Telle



Neither God nor Satan
Created this world
and held the power
after gold
Some people would think that equating God with Satan is sure blasphemy. But how about the blasphemy that can be done in poetry? Poetry is most of the time figurative, so accusing the author of trying to be literal in a verse is a stereotype we must get away from. They suffer from censorship pure and simple. If the majority tries to tell the poet to change the verse because it does not suit their 'religious' or philosophical taste, they are violating the author's freedom-- much like holding press captive. If the poet have in to the whim of the majority, he becomes a sell out to them. Yes, he may gain fame, but in the end, he sacrifices his convictions and principle. Fame is just a question of being favorable.


When a writer finds himself in a dilemma, he is caught between himself and the collective. Choosing the collective is like deciding to do business with them. But no learning is achieved when we, the writers, say yes to the collective. If we sell ideas to them, the reactions would be a yes, no and 'wait, that's something else'. There is no growth on the side of the reader when he says yes. They already know those things so they would not bother to scrutinize the idea: but still, other mainstream writers offer mainstream ideas to keep their names 'mainstream'. That is the anatomy of being a sell out. A no, on the other hand, reflects only one thing and that is the passivity of the reader; his mind would not grasp the new idea. Perhaps, due to the shackle of mainstream market, he is preoccupied with the prevailing notions that is why he would not process new ones. The 'wait, that is something else' is an intellectual answer to the 'no' part. Because he scrutinized ideas, he would give time to examine a text, understand it, make it his own(or reject it) and in the end, the written words serve their purpose.
This is the case of the verse above mentioned. It suffered censorship from the religious bigots who think in literal terms. But try to examine the verse and a multitude of meaning will arise. First, the polarity of God and Satan may be questioned: no one equates God with the Devil. But what does the word God imply? Purity, justice, good, holiness and sanctity. But one can also draw implications such as restrictions and laws. God and all that He implies may draw a conclusion that in order to achieve freedom, one must be permitted to do something. On the other hand, Satan implies corruption, injustice, evil, vile and death. But he could also symbolize hedonism: a form of freedom. See the contrast? Restriction and freedom. Neither restriction nor freedom creates this world because they both shape all the affairs that make man move. And to achieve the power to grant freedom, one must have gold: treasure. No power in this world is not shaped by gold. But this is just my take; let the purity of its meaning solely to its author and the interpretation to the wise reader. Most especially to the reader whose mind dictates his yes, no and 'wait, it is something else'.
The reader's reaction upon a text reflects his intellectual level and understanding. Acceptance of words in literal level is a proof that a man does his thinking in a shallow way; preferring God and Satan to be. . . Literally God and Satan. The metaphor fails to serve the purpose. Perhaps, ignorance is founded on two ideas: the absence of initiative to think and playing with words on literal level. The crime most of the time is not upon the writer but upon the reader. They become neither God nor Satan, preferring the passive way.
But on the part of the writer, being questioned is better than being accepted or rejected. He does his job well by stirring the mind of the reader, and he provokes a discussion. Again, this is the concept of 'wait! it is something else'. There is neither controversial nor questionable article, just people who could neither accept nor analyze something. They become gods in imposing their sets of right and wrong but at the same time, a satan to the writer.
The writer, in all his honest judgment and integrity must keep a firm feet upon his ground, or else, when the torrent of rain-- or the whim of the collective-- swept over him, he would be washed away. One more thing: only dead fish swim with the current.